MMMM mac n cheese from scratch...I thank you for the thought!!! I love that stuff...

I do have hershey kisses, skittles, and pretzels. Talked to H a little while ago, who said he would be more than happy to drive me into work in the mornings provided that he doesn't have an off site appointment w/ one of his clients. BFF Rose will drive me home in the afternoon. Hopefully they can get the car back from me w/ the BK filing, and if not, I guess I will just go get a clunker for a bit and then trade it in for a better car in a few months.

I honestly don't know what's next. I am trying very hard to hold onto faith, but am really scared to get my hopes up that this is the last of it. This past year has been the worst year of my life.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..