Thanks Julia. I went out at lunch and bought junk food to get me through the afternoon.
I just wish this was a nightmare I could wake up from. I realize what I need to do, but I am praying that God shows H what he needs to do.
I have to keep reminding myself that sometimes these things happen, and there is a reason for everything.
And I keep thinking that this is one time, like in that footprints prayer, that I really think God is carrying me, because I am just too tired to walk.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
MMMM mac n cheese from scratch...I thank you for the thought!!! I love that stuff...
I do have hershey kisses, skittles, and pretzels. Talked to H a little while ago, who said he would be more than happy to drive me into work in the mornings provided that he doesn't have an off site appointment w/ one of his clients. BFF Rose will drive me home in the afternoon. Hopefully they can get the car back from me w/ the BK filing, and if not, I guess I will just go get a clunker for a bit and then trade it in for a better car in a few months.
I honestly don't know what's next. I am trying very hard to hold onto faith, but am really scared to get my hopes up that this is the last of it. This past year has been the worst year of my life.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Hey Lola you have to just keep the faith. There is always a possibility that something else might hit but you are a very strong woman and you will get through it. We are all here for support.
God must think I am awful strong then because with the amount of crap I have had to deal with this year, He just keeps piling it on.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
But you know what? This is one more thing I can get through. It's a setback, but it will be okay. I'm not going to let this destroy me. I have worked too hard.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
