No I don't think your nuts. I already asked him if he could drive me into work, and he said he would. We talked a little in the car about the sitch, and I apologized. He made sure I knew that it was not only my fault, it was both of us, and that is the first time I have heard him really say that. I told him I felt like a waste of air space, and he said that I wasn't, that he was in the same financial sitch. Of course, he says his problem is he has a hard time saying no. I didn't really want to ask exactly what that meant, just said I understood. He got out of the car immediatley this morning to give a hug, and gave me another when he dropped me off at work.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..