a short update.

I was out all day. In the evening H has called. Just chatted, asked where I was and told me about his day.

I know, I didn't want him to call/visit, but it feels so good when he does . Am I turning into OW?

We spoke for 10 min or so and I was the one to end the convo and was very upbeat, which was easy. I didn't have to pretend that I'm fine. I really am.

Here is something amazing and new for me: I LIKE been on my own! Still felt blue for a moment or two when started thinking about H and our time together, but in general been alone (with my loving cat ) doesn't feel bad at all.

(((((everybody)))))





Last edited by stella_k; 09/10/08 05:26 PM.
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders
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M 46
H 45
D 17
M/T 23
Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06
Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07
Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08