Theo, Unfortunately MLC can sometimes last years. Stop thinking about her and having any expectations of change or her waking up. Also, stop blaming her. It's like she's in a coma or an alien really did invade her body.
Think about you, take care of you and think of yourself as a single parent right now. She's not here so she can't matter. Anger and resentment are a waste of emotion.
{{{hugs}}}
There is no arriving, ever. It is all a continual becoming.
