Husband's Missed Oppotunity #2

[blindsided1]

You're right SO2. I know he knows that I am sitting here waiting for him. I don't even have to have contact with him and I'm sure he still feels it. I've been taking my wedding ring off when I see him. I put it on the other hand (but not the engagement ring, I leave that one off when I see him). But, then I put them back on again. Last night my Mother told me that it looks pathetic to keep wearing them. She said she wasn't trying to hurt my feelings. She just wanted to point it out that H may think so too. I agree with her. I'm just having a hard time taking them off. My M is over. I know this. I spend so much time crying over someone who would not cry over me. That can't be healthy. He's not worth it right now, anyway. I want to let go sooo bad. I'm afraid of the pain everyday. It is getting less, it's just taking a very long time and I'm moving forward slowly. But, I am moving forward. Just not as fast as I would like.