Lola - I don't ever want to hear you say you are a waste of space again. You are a precious human being. You have a lot to offer this world. I have experienced this personally.
((((Lola)))) Scolding over.
I don't know what God has planned for you. I do know that there is something in store. In your situation he has shown it over and over again. Right now, this situation sucks a gallon of lemons. Eventually, those lemons will turn to lemonade. In the meantime, you need to keep yourself open to "hear" what ingredients you need in order to turn those lemons to lemonade.
