I am in the bathroom trying to calm down, and I am screaming (theoretically) at God asking why?? What more do I have to do??
And I hear this "voice" in my head saying "You need to stop."
I am okay. I think this just is the icing on the cake of a horrible year, and I don't honestly know what else to do. I am hollowed out, feel torn apart, and am horribly sad.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
