I don't know. The meeting w/ H went well last night. But it is overshadowed by the fact that my car was repossessed, and now I feel like my entire life has fallen apart.

I want to know why God is doing this. I want to know why I have lost my H, my home, my car, and my sanity in the process. I want to know why???? WHY???

I think I am hitting bottom, and I am wondering if there is any ladder to bring me back up.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..