This is my sanity. Things are ok and getting more back to normal. H had Blood work done today so we will hear on that by tomorrow.
Gave H the Retro info this morning to look at when I left for work so that he can think about it. Really not sure what to do if he refuses as he is not wanting to do anything at this point and don't think he ever will if he doesn't do this.
I hate to keep bringing anything up because if he is at the point of nearing the end I would think that I need to keep my trap shut so that he can come the rest of the way through. Amy, any thoughts on this?
JAK
Well....what are your thoughts on keeping your trap shut so that he can come the rest of the way through?
Look, this is September.
How about you make a deal with yourself to just let it ride until you get through the holidays?
I mean, what are the odds of you walking out on him with Thanksgiving right around the corner anyway?
I do think that I need to let things ride a little with the exception of Retro if he chooses to go great if not I will not bring up C or Retro again. However, I might try the anti depressent schpeel when he goes for his AHR.
I agree after the holidays, thats another 3 months for him to work on him, and hopefully he will.
Thank you
JAK
Last edited by jak58; 09/10/0803:16 PM.
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
I think that sounds like a good idea - not to mention, it'll get you through the current health issues without one MORE worry.
I sure hope he agrees to Retro.
Me 35, H 38; Together 13.5 yrs, M 7 Bomb 1 10/07/06 Sep'd 1/14/07 - 4/15 Piecing: 4/07 - 9/07 Bomb 3 10/11/07: Never loved you, let's separate 2/08 slowly improving 7/08 Piecing (7/25/08 rings back on!!) Current thread
I hope he does too but not counting on it so it will be a pleasant surprise if he does.
I know also right now that Im'e not able to put all of my feelings into perspective and I don't want to make moves and say things that I may regret later.
I do not regret confronting him on the contact though as he needs to know that it is not acceptble behavoiur to give anything to her even if it is just a card.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
It does sound like you have had too much excitement (not the good kind) in your life lately. I'm glad things seem to be settling down. Hang in there my friend.
Hugs, Yoyo
PS Time to update your profile. Those wonderful little twin girls are here!
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
H did not mention a word about Retro and I know he at least looked at the front page. He was all touchy feely last night though, so something tells me that he's hoping I forget about it. SO goes the cycle i feel. I put it back where he had to look at it again to let him know I was waiting for an answer. I'll give him a couple of days to think about it before I ask.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
