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Thanks onedge. I thought it would start to get better but I find its getting worse. I am really going to try hard not to contact W and see if that helps me.

Clayton I am going to be in Nepal the first week of October. I saw your thread yesterday about going to Everest. All my W said was why did I descide to do that trip.
My W has calculated EVERY single word to me since 9 months ago. She has never given me a single word of encouragement, hope, or caring. Only in the last month has she even used the word thank you. She is decent to me and sometimes nice. I am the best I am, but that seems to spark no interest at all.

Also for the first time in 9 months I am feeling really lusty for my W. We had a great sex life througout our marriage. We even ML the night before she dropped the B. Go figure. I tried to flirt a bit with my W about 4 months ago and she was ok with it. Now she scolds me, so I have stopped.