I seemed to have survived another weekend together . I still can't believe that this is finally happening. On Friday my H made crabs on the deck for us and then slept over. He made a big breakfast for me and then kids and then went golfing. Saturday was suppose to be "my" day with the kids but he met us at the pool and we went out to dinner together on our first "date" in one year. We had a perfect evening and he even got me roses from the rose lady. No I love you yet....
When we got back I didn't expect him to stay so I wouldn't overreact if he left. He watched some tv and when I went to kiss him goodnight the kiss kind of led to........ and then he slept over again.
On Sunday we spent the whole day together and then had his family over for a cookout . He did almost all of the clean up just like he used to when I was busy with the kids. When he was deep in his crisis he wouldn't lift a finger just to spite me....
Sunday night he left at 9 and said he had a nice weekend. I am used to being alone also so I am OK. I don't feel grabby. It feels safe soemtimes when he is gone because I know that I have space and we can't "mess" up.
Oh yeah one more thing at one point on Sunday when we were overwhelmed (baby is sick) we started to talk to each other a little snippy. So I asked him to walk the baby with me and I told him how I felt and he told me how he felt and then we dropped it and started back really good again.
and then he slept over again.
