Yes my husband made me feel like we were strangers. That is the biggest change of all. He likes me again (won't admit to love)
I just got off the phone with him and we had the big talk about vacation. He wants to go but he feels like he hasn't had enough time to think about it yet. He feels like I sprung it on him. What he doesn't understand is I had no intention on taking him and sometimes I really think I would be better off not going with him.
He still always looks at things from his perspective. Although he is liking me more the same things that I didn't like about him, lack of affection, intimacy and making me feel like he really wants to be with me are still there.
I really think that I can't mess up by going on my own but it might be to soon to reunite now or ever. I really don't want him to come home until we have productive couples therapy.
This is so awful to say but I have wonderful guy friends now who adore me. Don't get me wrong they can't match the undying love I feel for him, our history, our future, but now that I can see more clearly his faults are they are not as acceptable. He needs to do the grunge work also.
