I still keep some hope, but like I said, the longer it goes the less attractive of a person I find her. She is not the same person I knew. That I fell in love with.
But I will always keep that door open. For my kids.
And I am having fun finding myself.
I could have written all that, too!!! I don't think I have hope anymore, but I'm thinking D is for the best anyway (well for me I don't think it's ever good for the kids).
H gets less attractive each week, as he continues to be the way he is and maybe my eyes are just opening more too. I think whatever is supposed to happen will happen, and for me it will be D, and that's not necessarily a bad thing like I once thought!!! Karen
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