3 nights in a row together... and he even kidded me about coming back over later after 11 pm and having a sleep over tonight when we kissed goodbye.
He's fed up with the OW, but there's some issues that need to be dealt with... and so this could take some time. (don't ask).
Suffice to say, we really necked up a storm on the couch. I love kissing him... and he kissing me. ML is in our future... matter of fact, he also kidded if I didn't put on the movie... there wasn't going to be any movie (You ladies will understand why I had no choice but to resist for er... some reasons).... lets not even get into taking it slow isn't 3 days. ML isn't something that I'm going to resist when it happens either though. We need to really connect with one another as lovers and friends.
I know the next while is going to be a ride. He gets quiet and just cuddles into me...., then he'll start talking. He's more open with his feelings than before. That's a huge change... and one that will serve us well for the R mending.
I honestly cannot believe how calm I feel when I'm with him. It's like half of my body is "back". That's scary... but it's in a good way.
Abbey
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.
(You ladies will understand why I had no choice but to resist for er... some reasons).... lets not even get into taking it slow isn't 3 days. 