Hi T! Love the quote about baby giraffes - very cute! Thanks also for being so excited for me, it means a lot.

Hi OD! Thanks for posting too.

On Monday H texted me to say 'thank you so much for the tickets, I cant believe you got them and you're not even coming mwha'. I think the mwha is a kiss, - its a new thing and I've got two of them lately.

I sent him a text reassuring him that I would love to go if I didnt have other plans, and maybe we could go to another game together. He rang me after I sent the text, and he is SOOOO excited, its so cute. Its a very important game so he has plenty of friends that would happily go with him. He spent about 10 minutes discussing the pros and cons of taking certain friends with him. So I think I played that well. He was a bit curious about the fundraising dinner and who might be going (yay!). All good signs I think.

Have been thinking that my crash on the weekend is probably about rejection. Honestly it hurt as much as when he left - so I'm transferring meaning from that event into something very innocent. Hopefully now that I recognise that for what it is it wont happen again.

I've ordered some more books of Michelles and also the passionate marriage. Am still thinking about the coaching.... its so blooming expensive especially if I have to pay for the phone call as well.


Me - 29
H - 32
Married 7 years
Separated 09/07