Wish I had some. Also, my H never listens to me anyway, so I don't bother with talking either.
Journaling...
Last appt with atty today. I will be receiving no child support. This was a blow. In fact, I owe H over $600/month in child support, but he declined it. Also, he offered to put in that he would pay me an amount anyway, but the lawyer said the judge wouldn't sign off on it, since H is already being so 'generous'.
I am scared. I will make it, but I am scared. And angry. My anger is general though, because H had no part in today's verdict, its based our on salaries (mine is over double of H's) and a table.
