Hi nlt, I am so sorry that you did not get the job. Yes, it was probably not ment to be. When I was not offered a job it turned out it was not ment to be. I could not have gone to see my H if I was offered the job.
Hopefully, you will get something else soon. I will keep my fingers crossed.
I hope you will still have a nice day. Take care. (((HUGS)))