h got home at about 2am Monday morning, he of course and woke me up He couldn't wait!
We had a nice morning. Sent S5 off to school and S2 started pre-school. So we had the morning alone. We had a really REALLY good time
I didn't realize how much I missed him. Especially since he got hurt and I wasn't there for him physcially. I was overwelmed when he got home, a lot of emotions.
Things have been great, but I always am afraid that something will happend to bring me back down again. I know I have to stop thinking like that, but I can't help it. I hope im not setting myself up to get hurt.
I do love that man so much, I have been being positive as I can and he has too. I hope it stays that way.
He has to leave again on Thurs. Night for another job, but its only for 2 days. Should be home Sat. so I have to absorb him as much as I can.
Thanks my friends for checking on me.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
He couldn't wait!