Looking for some more patience!

[kissak]

You know Lin, You are right, but Im doing the best I can and what feels right for me. Its hard to just cut him off completely. Especially since I stayed on him for so long because he didnt call me or talk as much...(those days were in the beginning), so now if I dont talk to him, he throws it in my face almost, like I fussed at him for not talking, and Now I wont talk. Sometimes I just dont know what to do, but I think this is a big change for me that i dont call and text him about anything. I only answer his texts and they are short and to the point.

Im trying, I really am.