I've written a long post to you and it just disappeared a minute ago, must've pressed a wrong button...
Here is the short version.
I can relate to every word you've written here! My H is so nice to me, it hurts... Now that he's openly living with OW he allows himself these acts of kindness and shows how much he cares .
You're really an inspiration, the way you refuse to be dragged back into hoping, believing and seeing baby steps in everything he does. You're doing great and I really admire your strength and clarity.
And I wanted to let you know that you're in my prayers.
(((((HUGS)))))
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08