Could this hurt more

[whitneypinch]

I am looking at it from her perspective but I just am not given a chance at all. I had a bad childhood through a terrible divorce. I ended up being really selfish and not appreciating anything. Through this loss I and therapy I have completely turned that around.
Yes, I believe there was OM. I am pretty sure she had an EA. Instead of working on our M she gained attention elsewhere. Of course I was not open to talking to her at the time. Yes, I know that this is the same story most of us on this forum are living. It just hard reading all the stories of couples that eventually talk and try to work on their M. I have done soooo much and we have come sooooo far. I just don't see us moving any further. I am leaving in 3 weeks to guest lecture in the UK and then I am going trekking to the base camp of Mt. Everest. How is that for a GAL !!!!