I am drinking chocolate right now in the form of a dark chocolate Starbucks mocha frappuccino. It is almost sinfully too good...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Soooo I was checking my email, and did not realize that H actually sent me an email last night. It seems the neighbor is still calling animal control and using them as a harassment tool, its a long story but suffice to say that Texas laws are really strict re: pets. Anyway, he sent a complaint about the animal control investigator who came out, and forwarded it to me so I could peruse it.
Ummmm...what is the deal? It just amazes me that this is all happening. I am not reading into it, but it just seems like we are getting back to friends...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Hi Lola...ooops thought the dinner was last night.
It's normal to get in a funk at times like this. You see the improvements and you get a little impatient because things aren't going as fast as you'd like. I know I'm the pro remember
Seems that he's using the dogs as a way of communicating with you again. I think you've made advancements and are close to stage 2 of 4!
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
Me too...it is interesting, and I plan NOT TO SCREW IT UP THIS TIME!!!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I only got a maybe...played it so that if he can stay okay, but if not that's okay too, dinner will be there.
I do like that he is confiding in me again.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
You are going to be fabulous tonight. This funk is normal, the feeling worn out, normal. Listen to some upbeat music today, something fun. Drink more coffee, eat some chocolate. Kill some vampires.
You and H are making huge leaps of progress to rebuilding your friendship. It's normal to feel this funk and worn out (as a wise woman told me) I know you, you'll be able to pull yourself past it before this evening. Or at the very least, you'll be able to fake your way through it.
Thanks Amy...I needed that!!! Now, I am going to the doctor so they can give me more AD's!!!!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
