Well, he called again last night. Got three emails discussing a bill but still, he is coming over tonight so I am not sure exactly why he needed to email me about it.
I don't know, though, I am feeling a little unenthused today I guess. I am not sure why, maybe it is the weather. I almost feel like I have had enough, and that no matter what things don't seem to be changing.
I guess I am doing a bit of vacillating, and hope I pull out of it before the end of the day.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Dinner is tonight Jen...lol which is why I need to pull out of my mood!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Lola!!! It's a yucky dreary day up here too....but no reason to be in a funk missy!!
Don't sem to be changing??? You have made vast improvements, you said that just a few months before you guys were barely on speaking terms and now he goes to you about his everyday problems...sounds like improvement to me.
Perk up babe and put some peep in that step...he is coming over tonight.
I've been thinking how *much* change there has been in your sitch. Seriously, re read you threads. You will see so much positive change, honestly. Just look for the baby steps and have no expectations. What are you wearing for dinner?
Maybe try listening to Abba or something, that always makes me happy!
(((Sep))) (((Julia))) I am not sure what is going on with me today, I have been so upbeat for so long and I think I am just crashing a little. I guess maybe I do need to reread my threads. Patience is the key, and I know that. I still love H so much. I don't know, I got enough sleep last night...I am not sure what the heck is going on w/ me. I think we all need a meltdown every once in a while, but WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE TODAY!!!! LOL...okay meltdown saved for another day...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Tonight, hmm. Wearing capri's again, but this time I am going to wear the tank I bought on Friday because the (*)(*) looked really good in it...casual but just sexy enough...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
