bizarre,

I am sad and broken. I've held out hope until now. Why I actually thought there was any hope w/ the way W was treating me is beyond my comprehension, but that is basically gone now.

She's doing exactly what I feared she'd do - bouncing from man to man in an attempt to fill her personal voids. They won't last and they won't work. I said once before that my W may be married more times than Elizabeth Taylor, and it is starting to look like I'll unfortunately be right.

My real concern is for my D. What will she be exposed to? I know I can't control what W does, but I may be doing mostly damage control when I have D for a while. That is the saddest fact of the matter.

RTL


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08