Two affairs in 5 months....

[marisol35]

It was a very long and mentally exhausting day. He did not contact me at all and I did not contact him even though I was very close at times but I resisted.

I cried alot. I just want this all to end and have him back in my life and my daughter's life. I don't want it to be the way it was. I want it to be a new beginning for us.

I have to believe this was meant to happen. I have to believe we will have a closer relationship once this passes. I do not want to give up. I do not want to let go.

I barely eat. I have no energy to do anything. All I want to do is sleep. I'm at work because I absolutely have to or else I would just be at home.