Well, he called again last night. Got three emails discussing a bill but still, he is coming over tonight so I am not sure exactly why he needed to email me about it.

I don't know, though, I am feeling a little unenthused today I guess. I am not sure why, maybe it is the weather. I almost feel like I have had enough, and that no matter what things don't seem to be changing.

I guess I am doing a bit of vacillating, and hope I pull out of it before the end of the day.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..