it's amazing how that woman speaks to me and looks at me like i'm $#!t. it doesn't bother me anymore, i kind of pity her. how you must feel inside. i pray for her differently now. one thing is for certain. the higher she builds herself up, the higher the throne is, the farther the fall is going to be. it is easier to deal with now that i don't look at myself as a victim. i wonder if she senses that i don't care anymore? reading a good book about becoming the person you want to be through Christ. i searched for the wrong answers last time i got to this point. i was strong in my mind, but my heart wasn't there. now i am working on both, it is harder because anger and pride come so easy. but ehhhh, it is teaching me to be humble, and strength will come from that.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.
