No one needs to give me advice on this. I know that what I did was wrong, counter-productive, self-abusive, etc. Most of me knows this, but the heart.....I have to learn to take control of my heart.
I just wish I was numb.
No advice, just support. {{{{{hugs Donna}}}}} I don't think you really want to be numb. Numb is no way to live. The x's make themselves numb becaue they can't deal with their issues or their choices. You have a deep heart and that makes you the woman you are, and there are many who appreciate your lack of numbness.
"You can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf." Jon Kabat-Zinn
