W pregnant with OM's child.......

[badcompany]

ok I had a little bit to think and calm down. First off I appreciate everyone being blunt with me. I am aware that I come across as an idiot for loving my wife this much when she had an affair, got pregnant, and is flirting with some new guy. I don't understand it really. She is nothing like the woman I knew for so many years....I don't know if its the company she keeps, the fact that she's a legal adult and not living with mom and dad or what. My wife seriously got a big bad dose of karma and she knows it. I used to try telling her we needed to be together partly for our sons sake and she said 'he'll be fine' now she is miffed that the other man doesn't think they need to be together because they have a child coming. I can post on here the same old stuff like 'what is she thinking' but I know the answer. She is thinking about herself, with her heart and not her brain. Meanwhile I have stood by and let her cry on my shoulder when he ditched her, got her pregnant and blew her off. I think she told me about this new guy because she thinks I don't want her anymore. Who knows. Pretty sure if she wanted me, she wouldn't be doing all this.