No contact from H today, and he's not even online, something I find weird. I'm wondering whether he's actually blocking me these days as I haven't seen him there in a few days...:(
Anyway I did send a very small email, but I don't think it counts as a backslide. Our new debit cards for our US account (the one there had been fraud on) came into the Dublin office so I let him know that I got his card, and just said hoped he was having a really good day despite the rain. He can either choose to get the card from me or not. My guess is he will choose not, but now this is his choice.
Soooo hard not to just believe everything is back to normal after yesterday, but I know the rule about believing 50% of what you see and none of what you hear. Just because he sounds completely back to normal, does not mean his feelings are where I wish they would be. The WAS is a weird beast, and his perception of yesterday may not match mine. I need to realize that.
So I'm thinking that if I don't hear from him today, I may just drop the card in the mailbox in the morning before I leave. It will be 4 AM so he won't be up, can just have the taxi drive me by there, and I'll put it through the door...
Such a weird situation. I mean I know they are all weird, but this one spans countries and continents.
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
