Hi Cinders,
I feel your pain.
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In a way, he's loosing me faster than he realizes something is happening inside of me...I can feel it.
Weird but one of these days....he will truly have lost me and I will have no regrets.
I know how you feel, as I start thinking the same. I also think we could have a lovely marriage, as I am willing to change, but H isn't.

Yes, you need to keep in touch with H for your kids' sake. I hope you will be able to do it on a friendy basis.

Have a lovely day with your kids and I hope you are able to use your pool. (((HUGS)))