Shelby - thanks so much for your kind thoughts, I still have you and your H in my prayers.
B - I just picked the worst possible summer to "wake up" and start my recovery. Between my mom's illness and now being laid off it hasn't been my best summer. Mom has been in and out of the hospital again and still is not walking on her own. I think she will be in a bed the rest of her life. She's in her 80's. The job outlook is not a rosy picture at all.
I feel like I am being tested and I'm failing the test. God I'm trying very hard to have a good attitude. The old me would be drunk right now, A+ for not drinking at least.
I need to learn not to push it when she is not responding. I did that once a while back where I just left the bedroom so I would not sigh all night. The next night we did ML, I'm a slow learner.
Thanks for looking out for me B.
Hey success! I made tacos tonight with a little Q&A help and they were even eatable.
