Sh!t I just realized after reading some threads that I have it so good. My xh doesn't have an OW and there never was one. No extramarital children nothing...and i'm bemoaning my sitch...ahyyy por favor...I'm onto something tonight for the first time in eons.
And i thought I was ready for bed!!!!
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won So I took what's mine by eternal right Took your soul out into the night It may be over but it won't stop there I am here for you if you'd only care You touched my heart, you touched my soul You changed my life and all my goals And love is blind and that I knew when My heart was blinded by you I've kissed your lips and held your hand Shared your dreams and shared your bed I know you well, I know your smell I've been addicted to you
[x2] Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend You have been the one You have been the one for me
I am a dreamer and when I wake You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take And as you move on, remember me Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile
I've watched you sleeping for a while I'd be the father of your child I'd spend a lifetime with you I know your fears and you know mine We've had our doubts but now we're fine And I love you, I swear that's true I cannot live without you
[x2] Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend You have been the one You have been the one for me
And I still hold your hand in mine In mine when I'm asleep And I will bare my soul in time When I'm kneeling at your feet
[x2] Goodbye my lover Goodbye my friend You have been the one You have been the one for me
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
How I wish I could surrender my soul; Shed the clothes that become my skin; See the liar that burns within my needing. How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold. How I wish I had screamed out loud, Instead I've found no meaning.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain, All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble. Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray. I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble. It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind; Hold memory close at hand, Help me understand the years. How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell. How I wish I would save my soul. I'm so cold from fear.
I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain, All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble. Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray. I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble. Far, far away; find comfort in pain. All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble. It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
ahhh.. tears and rain (x2)
Far, far away; find comfort in pain. All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble. It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
