You are right Jen. The sad thing is that I asked him why I had never seen him play before and he replied that it was because I did not want to. It hurt that he was right. In the past, especially in our first year of marriage, I rejected anything he wanted to do or did that did not involve me. So I missed out on a lot (like being there to support him when he plays sports) and now I have even more to make up to him. So I apologized for the past and asked if I could come watch him sometime. Right away he asked if I wanted to come down and see him tonight. I couldn't tonight so I am going to try to go next week. A big 180 for me!