She apparantly took the day off today. Had lunch with D6 and then picked her up from school. Very odd for her to have off on a Monday. Last night she gave no indication. She was planning something.

When its my week, I typically get off of work before her. I race to her place to pick up the girls before she gets there because I DON'T want to see her. I usually don't have to see her. Usually.

I don't know lis. I feel so detached from her. Things trigger emotions. That HAS to be normal. I know I love her, but I just don't know anymore. I have let her go.

It's tough, bud. It's tough.

Don't get me wrong. I feel really good about myself. I just don't think she is good enough for me anymore.

And the odds of reconcile? They have to be miniscule at best. I see so many good people that tried their damndest. The D still came.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."