...but I think God is allowing this for a reason and I cant wait to see what God's will is for me.
I do agree that I do get confused by my H. He does talk about the OW alot...but honestly not as much as he use to. He knows it hurts me and so know he doesnt talk about it so much. I do get sucked in easily. I think its because when they have problems, I get my hopes up...but I know that even if they werent together, he wouldnt come back now anyway...he thinks there still too many chances for them. I think they are on "chance 19" now after a year and a half. Isnt that riduculas?
Kissak, It's good you realize that God has a purpose in all of this. I think it's a good thing that your H talks less about OW. Hopefully, it's because he doesn't see having OW as much of a big deal as before.
Pray for God to open his eyes to see that all the chances in the world won't make him happy.
