Still Tryin's 3rd piecing

[S.T. _I Made It!]

SMW, here's that letter I wrote to my H years ago during our sitch.

He was leaving to go on a motorcycle and just camp out for a weekend or week at grand lake. I wasn't sure if OW would be there (and I found out from receipts for gas that he met her later, or else picked her up or something. have no idea what, but it's in the past now) anyways, I wanted him to read this and that maybe he would have some type of conviction while he was away.

James I hope you had lots of fun in ***. Hopefully your reading this when your suppose to I just want you to know that I will always be here for you. I am still your best friend and probably anyone else would be hating you or pushing you away, but I am not everyone else. Because I am letting God have control of this situation, he has released my anger and pain. He has opened my eyes to the woman I have been playing. I have not been the woman God has called me to be bu, He is changing me, and has changed me and I'm excited about that! I want you to know that no matter how hard, bad, sinful, painful our lives can be, Jesus has died for us so that we do not have to be bound by those.
Ephesians 2:4 "But because of his great love for us, God, who is rich in mercy, made us alive with Christ, even when we were dead in sin- it is by grace you have been saved."
As I write this, I'm thinking how proud and excited I am for you when you go riding alone around the lake. I hope God fills your heart with peace and understanding.
You are a man of worth and you are priceless. You have so much to give to our children and everyone around you.
Be careful out there, have a wonderful time and we will be waiting patiently for you and can't wait to hear how your trip went!
In God's Love, Crissy

I never posted it on here (I don't think anyways) so I never had any critiques so there are things on there I wouldn't have said now.