The tarot was funny. I also got an astrology daily reading on Saturday saying that someone was about to disappear from my life, that we'd communicate through email but the R would never be the same. I think that was a kick in the gut for me.
I did and I know she's not a bad person. They were both having troubles in their Rs. She stuck with hers but my H left. Different sitchs of course. I've been bitter that she gets her H and a sort of frienship with my H and what do I get. I've just realized in the past little while and after 7 months that I can have my R and a friendship with my H is I just smarten up
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
