You know sometimes I still get mad that I was forced to feel nothing about him especially because it was all against my will. Then I think maybe that's what saved me.
Oh sister, I understand. Its like we are forced from heartbroken to numb to healed (almost healed lol), but its all because we have to stay sane. To love him like I did a year ago would hurt every minute of every day.
I silently agree when H says "Oh you want this divorce too" but I always want to add "Yes, you got me to this place."
