There's still a lot of issues that can go "wrong" yet. So, yeah I'm still scared stiff. Stuff I can't get into... she's pulling some major power plays on him and he's still "under" her spell somewhat... so I think coming to me is in a way giving him the strength not to bend to her. He told me stuff I never in a million years would have thought he'd ever tell me.... least of all be totally honest about. I'm "emotionally invested" again and it scared the hell out of me... but that's the risk I have to take now. It could be a short bumpy ride or a very long bumpy ride. Either way, as of right now, I"m determined to see this through.
There are some disaster things that could happen (like he falling for her bullsh*t).. so ... I'm cautiously hopeful and trying to let this stay in the hands of those guardian angels I've asked to help me.
He's supposed to come over here tonight for salad and the rest of the movie. (business permitting).
Fingers crossed. Abbey
Last edited by Abbey; 09/08/0810:45 PM.
T:22, M:20 H:55 Me:45 H-OW PA: N/07 OW Jan08 Bomb:Feb/08 S: Apr/08 Back together Ap1/09-Sept/11 Oct, 2011, uncertain future/H is a mess. Dec/11 - Doin'friend mode. Some days are better than others.
