Detachment is great, this is the first time I have started a new post without some long journaling post, but really I have nothing.

for the last three weeks we have been on about 4 texts back and forth a week, manly me saying have a great day at school and you can do it stuff like that, and her saying thanks or its really busy. from our one phone call I can tell that she loves it but is experiencing a work load she could never have imagined so is overloaded. As for me I give her about an hour through out the day of wondering about her, but even that is getting more minimal.

Still not sure if I am detached or given up, mostly it seems like she is really happy in the new world she has built for herself but she knows she has not dealt with the one she left and every time it comes up it kills her. I hate seeing that so would rather just let her go knowing she is happy and can succeed at what she is doing. but who knows that just the thought of the day!!

Cheers to all!!

Last edited by JWS; 09/08/08 09:38 PM.

Me 27, W26
T-12 M-4
SEP 4/29/08
Holding
250 miles
Awaiting
Support
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