Things are going well braveheart. I have actually been working on writing my story down since my original threads only date back so far. It's going slowly because although I am still in touch with how I felt back then, in MLC and upon getting hurled outta the tunnel, the things I've learned and the ways in which I've grown and changed leave my words "less" somehow...I can't explain it.
It's also just hard in general to go back and write it all again.
It seems like a million years ago.
Then again, sometimes not so much.
At any rate, since dropping the almost-new guy (who did not take it so well and showed some serious tendencies towards becoming my second official stalker) I somehow accidently stumbled upon this new place of peace.
So I'm still standing.
And I'm doing it without nearly so much drama.
Thank God for that!!
AMY, I have said this many times in the past, you are really the only person I have known on this board to truly express regret and remorse for what you did. Furthermore, you are the only MLCer that I have seen who has truly tried to make things right with your Spouse. Are things better between the 2 of you? I wish Jeff would give it another go, but at the same time, its tough to get past the things that happen with MLC. Hopefully, he will open up to you a little more. I read some of your postings about guilt. Based on what I have seen, not too many people let that get in the way of doing what they want. I have seen and read so many stories about people doing every mean and nasty thing imaginable to thier spouse, children, family, and friends. Its kind of like they are on a mission to do what they have in their head to do, no matter what that is. AMY, can you give us any insight into that? I'm I crazy, or is there anything to that?
