Keep getting out with those friends. I'm glad your fear have subsided somewhat. Good that you have good days more and more now too. I know a lot of what we go through with our spouses is growth pains. When we grow it forces them to grow too.. but it's not always easy.
This is the song I listen to when I am sad and need hope for my M, Not Too Late. Norah Jones has the most beautiful voice, I can't stop listening to her songs. Plus she's from my home town, got to support the local musicians.
We'll get through this Ali and come out on the other side stronger.
