NikB, you are right, I did do this to myself. I did allow myself to think all of these little signs meant something, that they were babysteps. I have even said to friends that I am not angry at him, but me for allowing myself to backslide like that. Even today he continues to reach out to me, but I have to go my own way for the moment. I see that I am not detached enough to be in a healthy place with him yet. I have to let the hope go before I can be giving towards him. That way I will not be looking for signs, I will just be doing it because I am a nice person. Thanks for the support, I really needed it. You are providing much hope here to people who do not see enough success. Thank you for that.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
