Husband's Missed Oppotunity #2

[blindsided1]

I feel pretty good about the text this morning. At first, I thought, it would be nice to talk somemore. But, then I thought...what if he doesn't call back? Will it bug me? Yes, it probably would have to some degree. So, I just took care of two birds with one stone ...took back control and wasn't going to sit around wondering if he'd call back.

I've regrouped. My in-laws are in town this week, H is out of town this week. I feel kind of a relief that he is out of town. I know that he'll miss his time with K, but I won't be sitting around wondering if he's coming to see her or not.

So, what did you think about the golf clubs. That is sooooooooo him. This is exactly why I took control of the money 1) he let me take control of it because he didn't want to be bothered. 2) We would be broke if he had control of it. However, it is one of the reasons he gave for leaving me - I never let him spend any money. I just socked it away and he had no idea where it went... blah, blah, blah. I'll tell you where it went...... to fertility treatment so we could have a baby and start a family that you ultimately tossed aside.

Why do I want him back, again?

Sometimes I think it would be much more fulfilling to be his friend and feel like everytime he saw me.. he would wonder why he let me go. Aaaah, I'm daydreaming, sorry.

ST & Nik - what are your FB names? Nik - I think I sent you a friends request.