123snap, it must be in the water. I found out on Sat that my H is with OW again and has no remorse for being with her again. I could have written your post word for word. I feel the same way, that by keeping my hope going I am stabing myself in the heart over and over again. If I really thought there was a chance, I might keep trying, but he has convienced me that there is no longer any chance. I am letting go even though I do not want to. I knew when I came here it was a gamble, and I am glad I took that chance. At least I can say I did everything in my power to try and fix things without losing myself again. See, that is the key. I know that if I keep holding out, I will lose myself waiting for him. I cant do that so have decided to just move on instead.
I really hope things turn out better for you. No one here deserve what we were dealt, but we all have shown how wonderful we are because of the way we have chosen to handle it. The spouces that dont come back are the losers in the end. They are the ones missing out on some truly incredibly loyal and loving people. Myheart goes out to you....((((HUGS))))
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
