I am working on it... today is a very rough day for me. It is our first year anniversary so I added salt to my wound and watched our video and looked through some pictures.
I dream about him, he is the first person I think of when I wake up in the morning, and all I do is wonder if he will even think about me today because its our anniversary.
I am fighting myself not to send him an email or a text. I know if I do that it will only show weakness. But how else will he know all of these thoughts that I have and things that I want to say. We haven't said much these past few weeks and I just want him to know that I am thinking about him. I know I would be backsliding....
Any words of wisdom?
Me35/H35 D16/SS14 M-1yr/known H 18yrs 1st Bomb: 4/26 OW35 2nd Bomb: 8/17 OW21 Moved out 8/21/08 H filed D on 9/9/08
God determines who walks into your life...it's up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.
