Hi Robert and welcome. There are some great people here who can help you. Do take care of yourself. We often refer to this as a rollercoaster ride and it definitely is!
One suggestion: Stay on one thread. It is hard for us to keep up with you if you start multiple threads or jump around. Keep posting. People will see you and then respond.
Take care.
Spitty
Always do right. This will gratify some people, and astonish the rest. Mark Twain