Dropped kids off at X's for her week to have them last night. She didn't want me to leave immediately as usual. I think this is because she usually has a couple of questions about the kids. She's put on more weight. I almost reached over and rubbed her belly. Glad I didn't.

Had an interesting and very transparent dream last night. I was holding a small mechanical device and it fell apart. I began to try to put it back together (I'm fairly mechanically inclined). There were little springs and nylon and metal bearings and seals. Some were very tiny and I had a hard time holding on to them. I got about halfway through and realized I was stumped as I didn't see how some of it was put together before it broke and I didn't think I had all the parts.

Then I woke up.


"Fear is the mind-killer" Muad'Dib
Me 53, XW 44, DD 14, DS 12
Bomb and OM 12/15/06
Separated 01/02/07
Divorced 05/13/08
X married OM(OMH) 08/2009
Married 06/09/13